MySpace Blog Reposts: "Next Door Neighbors"
Originally posted on Myspace, February 1st 2006
The " it " girl, everybody knows what its like to know the girl next door... the one girl thats right there not a few hundred feet from where you sleep. She has a smile so bright and radiant you can't resist to crack a smile yourself, it becomes so infectious . She has incredibly beautiful eyes that gleam like when the stars shine down from heaven at night from above a twinkle so much it hypnotizes you from the heart rather than from the mind. She doesn't try so hard but yet seems like she deserves to get noticed. You feel like you want to get to know what she is all about because you know that there is so much more to her than whats on the surface.
Do you find the courage to go and at least introduce yourself? So shy and so afraid that your nerves lose all feeling, your heart freezes and you grasp for air, she doesn't even know you exsist and she already has the power to command your will. You willfully surrender, because for your understanding of her, turns into an infatuation, but don't let it become an obsession, like I said before she still doesn't even know you exsist. Just go and put your best foot forward, know that you will make an absolute fool of yourself but it is not the end of the world, she may remember you for it .
You wait like an idiot in your doorway, staring at hers. Trying to think of the right words to say. You fidgit and nervously wander wanting to get it over with. All you need to do, is to tell her your name, but remember to say, " Hi " and " How are you? " Let your heart do the talking but remember not too go too far. She isn't interested in your xbox or your comicbook collecting at least not yet, she probaly doesn't watch star wars, and try to keep the simpson references to a bare minium of 2 . She doesn't know what your like, but don't lay your entire life on the table in a matter of four sentences. Let her talk and make sure you listen for you will be tested later for your listening and memory skills. Show that your curiousity has peaked in wanting to know, but only know she only has but a few minutes of her time. Don't rush her but make sure you listen, accept what she says but don't hold it in contemp. Find your momentium remember she is the girl next door, she doesnt try so hard so you shouldnt either, but remember to listen! Always remember to listen, you'll learn so much, and in the very least you'll know instead of wondering what could have been.
There she is, walking out of her doorway, wearing a ski cap with her hair creeping from underneath all curly its so unmistakenable, wearing jeans and thick layered white sweater and a pink striped scarf with a matching ski cap you can't help but stare. Theres no denying it, she is the girl next door.
Your heart pounds as you know that this is your moment, you step foward and feel the intense feeling of having second thoughts, you didnt do all of this just to puss out now. Go on before its too late! You take a deep gasp and hold your breath trying to find the strength to walk up to her. As you do, you start to realize theres no turning back now, and so you dont even look back....
" Hadda didda luba way... der..."
" Oh excuse me? "
" How about this lovely wheather? "
" Oh I know right, we actually got it pretty lucky this year. "
" Tell me about, I'm sorry allow me to introduce myself. My name is...."
" I know who you are. My name is..."
" Yeah, I know, um, I could see your actually really busy at the moment but I was wondering if I could stop by and talk more about the wheather..? "( WTF.. ok that was stupid.. )
( Giggled ) " Um as odd as that sounded I would actually like to, But I'm actually on my way to the videostore I was gonna rent, Episode III, I'm like the only nut who hasn't seen it yet, you interested...? "
" We could take my car. "
( Sigh ) The Boy next door, star wars gets them all the time....
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